Lingering Life!!!!!

I was wondering that how many times has it happened with me that i have sat down and written with an objective or an aim? The answer to it is- 'never'.
I recently lost my will to write and so did i lose my passion for magic. It hasn't happened to me for the first time but it has been like a daily routine for me. Whatever work i started doing could never be completed or compiled. Let's take a recent example, i was searching for a diary to pen down my thoughts but i could not find any, so i eventually gave up looking for it. I then sat down and thought over it for a while and realized that i was leading an unworthy life.
I made an analysis of it and came to a conclusion that i have to change for the better, change for the good. I may not be a skillful writer but it is my passion, and i write for my own good. And that is why i have decided that no matter what it takes i will write each and everyday in my life henceforth. Be it for 15 minutes, 5 minutes or maybe for an hour, but i will write.
I can be a perfect example for anyone who is living this sort of a life or has at least been a part of it. Have we ever thought that why we are living this sort of a life? No, 'cause we never had the time to think about it. We were busy whiling away our time on other immaterial stuff. Never did we have any idols whom we could have followed.
I had this diary that had quotes written on top of it from various super successful men like William Shakespeare, Oscar Wilde, John F. Kennedy, Mother Teresa, Prophet Mohammed, Lord Vishnu and various other people. But i never had the time to read them. Believe me if ever i would have read those quotes and understood them then life would have had a completely different meaning to it. These were men of honor and whatever they wrote had an enormous potential to change ones lifestyle. They set their goals and achieved them, be it for the humanity or in the field of science or for the entire world.
Some of us dream for success and achieve it and some of us just dream and never work upon it. Why is it that we live life so worthlessly? Why do not we thrive for success or is it just that we do not have the guts to face competition, eh?
We never cared to find the answers to our questions and let them remain unanswered. Why do we have to linger on our past? We got to find answers, we have to do it and that's what i am doing. Have you started yet?